who am i...

semalam setelah terbaca satu blog ni, aku pun berpikir-pikir la x abeh-abeh..mcm2 la aku pikir..hari ku mcm biasa je kemarin, jumpa penyelia and buat keja, cari bahan..then petang tu aku terasa kepala sangatla berat..mungkin sebab x makan tengahari kot..bukan x nak makan, ntahla, xda mood sket, dahla motor susah sket nak start, agak down la..then dah lama, motor pun mcm ok sket..petang sket baru aku balik, saja lepak kat lab je dulu..sunyi je kat lab ni lepas 5 pm..balik je aku tido sampai maghrib..lepas maghrib baru dapat makan..then aktiviti tgk cite america's next top model kat laptop nina..sampai pukul 0030 mcm tu baru tido..bangun pagi ni aku mcm x sedap badan sket..datang je lab, Dr Khoo dah ada kat bilik aku dengan student Iran baru yang dok kat tepi aku sekarang..kantoi la datang lewat..then, aku diceriakan dengan panggilan inteview biasiswa melalui email..masa tu Dr Khoo ada, jadi aku pun terus bagitau dia, sebab dia selalu sangat tanya aku pasal ni..nasib la dia tanya selalu, kalau x, aku mesti x aware..so, aku kena hard work dia kata, sebab ni je yang boleh bantu aku untuk teruskan MSc ni..dia pun x boleh tolong sangat, geran yg dia ada pun not in my field..so, it's complicated..but whatever happen, my parents will always find ways for supporting me in study..and for that, just Allah can repay for what they do and im always thank to God for giving me my parents and i feel so lucky to be the part of my family..although my sisters and brothers are not graduated from university, but who am i without them..then, i also remembered a story of mine when me and my family came to UKM for my study in BSc..at that time, im very proud to bring them here and my only wish is to make they come again on my graduation day..since then, i work hard in my study so that i can finish my study and grad..so, the moral of the story is love your parents and family and also dont push them aside in any situation that might make them hurt..